Inconsistenct=ME!

Oh Friends,
plans that I make, visions I have, and promises I say out loud are so with good intentions~ I've always known that I am "fickle", hence the blog title, but it seems the older I get, the more serious items go through inconsistencies. Like, it used to be the arrangemnt of my room, the way I would organize myself, the color, cut, style of my hair...things that really didn't affect others, but now my inconsistencies come with a price.
I think I am just learning so much and into so much right now that I can't keep it all straight. My stress is the inconsistencies I have within my classroom and my own spiritual journey. As far as routine goes on the homefront, we've got a pretty set routine, but sheesh.... I wish I could be that dependable person. I set up everything to be routine in other aspects of my life, but then it all falls to wayside. That is soooo frustrating. I'm not gonna write about it all, becuase that would be way boring, but I'm in a season where I want everything "just-so" and I just don't have the stamina, interest, or motivation to keep it going!

Is this normal??